It's one thing to drive down the freeway at 1:30am with soar feet and another thing to stick up for yourself. I cried in the walk-in fridge at work over two men who walked out on me with a $63 tab. I didn't cry because I trusted, I cried because our busy body, bossy, bitchy, large-and-in-charge supervisor yelled at me and the frustration came bubbling out my ears. Usually I play dead and allow her to boss, but this night I fought back. She yelled and asked why I hadn't watched my tables (I had seven full ones) and then said I only had three tables at the time so there was no excuse. Nope, this time I yelled back, right back at my supervisor and I didn't stop until she did. A hatred fueled itself and sent me marching around the place cursing in front of customers (hope I don't get fired!) and threw me overboard. It's because I pent it all up, let it sit, let her boss me around, walk all over me, etc...I pent it up and said thiiiiings in front of customers. shit.
The point is: stick up for yourself otherwise it will build up and break you down.take things one calmest moment at a time or they will suspend themselves over your head and crush you. You're human too- the people who are acting irrationally towards you don't see you that way and so you must prove it to them.
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