You've seen Alice in Wonderland right? Well, if you haven't, you probably are lacking in some serious life lessons...ie...don't smoke pipe with a giant caterpillar. Anyways, you know that part where Alice tastes the little mushroom candy things in that tiny jar? The girl shoots up and her head hits the ceiling...etc...etc.. I feel like Alice in that part. I'm getting too big for my surroundings, rather, they're getting too small. I'm not saying I'm too good for all that I have, I'm saying that I have the need to break through the roof and reach my potential. Graduation is in like 36 days or something, I'm getting a car this week, and come August I'll be in college. Phew.
My older sister makes me feel like an adult. I feel so much more aware and responsible, I feel like my mom expects more from me. I feel like you're probably tired of reading about what I feel like.SO, short story short: My life is busting through my pockets. Everything I kept in my back pockets is ripping at the seams and I don't think this has ever happened in my family before. I feel like my mom and my siblings settled, and it's just not in me to carry on the tradition of settling. I want to live my own life with my own mistakes, adventures, circle of people, epiphanies, choices, creations, woes, wonders, and whimsy. If I were Alice, I would have never taken the small pill, I would have just let myself mingle with the tree tops.
Also, if you want to see what I "fancy", go here
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