I've fallen in love with the idea of life. This isn't a new theme to my blog, but I've been in a bit of a slum, unsure of what to write, so I post relevant bits of music instead. Everything feels okay at the moment, like I've just woken up from a deep and comfortable sleep.timetimetimetimetimetimetimetimetimetimetime...it's wizzing past me and everything I do is a fleeting glimpse of the future. When I spend time away from the house just to drive up the freeway, complain, laugh, run around, confess, play, be loud, i hold it all to the highest degree. It's already May and there's no time to not live. We haven't anymore time. One morning I'm going to open my eyes and realize that it will be my last morning waking up for the same reason.
We have reasons for everything and I'm starting to embrace the reasons for loving the people I do instead of pushing them away and bringing myself back to the inner corners of my mind. I am lonely, and I've got people to be lonely with. My friends never let me be lonely alone. We are the queens of the lonely people and there's no group I'd rather belong to. We're running with time.
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