Sparks

There hasn't been any spark. Anything that made me say "Yes, this is it!" There are thousands of the male species at school, some of which I have mingled with. Even a cute one in my music class has become familiar with me and I with him. There was a cute guy in my math class and we also mingled, but nothing. I literally felt nothing. Sometimes I 'd get a little excited to be in class with them, but I think that's because I knew I'd have a friend for once, someone familiar, someone down-to-earth to sit next to. I worried for awhile thinking about the reasons I'm single, thinking about what if there's something wrong with me? What if my body is saying one gender and my brain is unconsciously asking for another? What if I'm repelling the male species for some unknown chemical or biological reason? On the other hand, I've been telling myself that I know plenty of single people who are amazing, smart, beautiful, great, genuine people and that I should be proud that I'm not just going willy nilly. I should be thinking well, I guess God has had this plan for a long time, that I'll have to wait and wait, but in the end the guy I'm waiting for will be worth it and more. Maybe he'll have to catch me up on some things, but nonetheless, he will be for me. Here comes the silly part:
Last night while serving, I took the orders of a table of four men in their twenties. One of them I got a good vibe from right off the bat, as I was nervous to approach a table of such attractive beings. They were very sweet and sort of subtly funny without being sarcastic. The "good vibe" guy said thank you every time I brought something to the table whether or not it was for him. He was kind and his voice was one that, let's just say, I wouldn't mind waking up to. ;) The group of them fit together so well, like a designer's collection. I felt oddly at ease for being around such good looking beings (usually I choke up around cute guys) Then I realized what I was getting was a spark .This was it! This was the kind of guy. Now, while I know nothing about any of them, I can tell you that their style was spot on, they seemed mature, comfortable with themselves, kind, and respectful, with a good taste in food. ;) I'll probably not see them again, but it was nice to get a little something, something to let me know that it is out there and that I shouldn't settle for less just because I'm lonely.
Adieu.