Why Does it Cry?

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I feel like I've cried more and been more emotional since I found my boyfriend.

It's only been a little over a week and somehow, the thing that I never wanted (to be owned), is the most important thing for me. I don't want to be disowned by a person who sees me in such bright light that it nearly sets me ablaze. Last night he was pressured into making the decision to either break up with me or to make sure that what he wants with me is serious. This is his career talking. Being a fighter means focus. It means not having distractions with boobs and your sweatshirt on. So, I cried. I cried when he said he didn't know what to do because I didn't know what to do either, and I needed an answer. I promised to walk away the second his career is threatened, and he promised to quit all of that to stay with me (which is ridiculous).
So, we put on happy faces for our team and after they imbibed our beer and ate him out of house and home, him and I laid on the floor and did nothing else. That's when I know.
Now, we're taking one day at a time. No more planning for future events or thinking that all this means we'll be in it for the long-haul, because who the hell knows? Today, I am his girlfriend. Tomorrow I am...