Tonight I ran.
Today was not the best day. Running made it better, and although my calves and my feet ache, I feel better.
My boyfriend had a bad day. He was short with me. I'm getting closer to my period, and thus I felt like crying about everything. Especially when I watched "Never Let Me Go", which was also a highlight to this not-so-spectacular-day. I think it's good though. We're figuring each other out. He's not always happy. I'm not always positive. He doesn't always want me. Sometimes I want him too much.
We ran together to try to run from each other. We had out headphones in and I rejected his offer to go any further.
It scared me.
Everything is normal.
That's just how it's supposed to be.
I feel healthier now that I'm back to eating meat. PROTEIN TO MY BODY'S RESCUE!
I feel like the two workouts a day (one crossfit at 6 am and one run at night) have made me just that much closer to my goal even after only three days. I ache. I hurt and it's hot.
I'm watching a re-run marathon of "GIRLS" and I'm awaiting my dinner of beans, rice, and veggies. ;) Tomorrow is a new day and that's okay with me. Sleep will be delicious and smooth tonight. Tomorrow morning will come and I will workout and he will be busy working and at some point we'll find time for each other and I will make things better all of a sudden. Things are normal. Sunday was our one month. Things are good. We're just putting it all together. :)
Adieu
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