I want more than I can have. I want to know things I can't. I want to start over and get it back and go forward to return it. My goal in life is to figure out what I want. What does this girl want? I know already too much of what I don't want and know already all that I have. I no longer wish to be a people pleaser, but that's kind of just what I am. I want to be an intellectual, but as far as that goes nobody knows. Sometimes I feel I'm built for the road, just to go go go and not worry about anything except my tank of gas. Other times I find myself clinging to the comfort of the family couch and never wanting to leave. There's so much space out there and I want to get at it before another leaf falls. I want to breath in another area and escape the superficial aspirations and physical requirements that loom around this place and this time of my life. There's so much adventure that awaits and being a people pleaser i don't want to keep it waiting for much longer (whatever "it" may be). Life is beautiful so I want to capture it and breath it in before I have too much to worry about.I want to help people and learn their names. All of this was created with me and you and everyone else in mind, so if you don't mind, I'd like to take a gander. I feel as if I'm seeing everything through the looking glass, i'm aware of it all, but I can't quite obtain all that I want. The idea of my future changes everyday and I have no idea where to even begin. Let's experiment.
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